Archive for July, 2004

Never Thought

Jul 23, 2004 in Curse-spouter

I don't know what got into me. Right now I'm in a state of confusion, split between black and white.

Wait, it's always good to be in the continuum.

So it's like this. That glow that envelopes you the moment you feel them touch against your cheek. The sides of your mouth unconsciously stretch upwards.

Smiling is good.

We should do this more often. I mean the better part of it of course.

Yes

Jul 22, 2004 in Curse-spouter

You're right.

I perfectly understand you.

But it doesn't make the pain any lesser.

It's like keeping a ticking bomb in the house.

Why would you keep a bomb in the house when you know that it will explode one day?

Would you allow it?

I have my rights.

My feelings.

Emotions.

Dignity.

Pride.

Am Only Human

Jul 21, 2004 in Curse-spouter

If the past were still here, somewhere, aware of my existence, and if I were to send a completely harmless SMS to the past, would the past be over-conscious and assume that feelings are still being harboured?

If you were the past, somewhere, aware of his existence, and if you were to send a completely harmless SMS to the past, would the past be over-conscious and assume that feelings are still being harboured?

If she were the past, somewhere, aware of your existence, and if she were to send a completely harmless SMS to the past, would the past be over-conscious and assume that feelings are still being harboured?

If you feel deja vu… now isn't what this is all about? Spasms and episodes of over-repetition, not-entirely-poetical… do you enjoy this? Do you absolutely cherish the memories?

Or what would you feel?

If you were a past, somewhere, cherishing the memories, lamenting the regrets, and if you were to receive confirmation of its tie to matrimony, at long last, how much regret would you naturally conceive within yourself?

If you were the present, right here, building the moment, consolidating your efforts, and if you were to accidently receive notice of its harbouring of the past, right now, right here, how much of trust would you unconsciously (or consciously, for that matter), would you dispel of?

Am only human to feel slighted.

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Jul 19, 2004 in Diary-writer

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Jul 19, 2004 in Web-logger

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