Of crossroads and oracles
Oct 28, 2004 in Curse-spouter
Hello!
You are so not going to get this at all. Unless you know what is up.
Put it this way, there's going to be an opening, and up to then, I have about a week, to find out what I really want, and what I'm going to do about it.
Now, that opening may be, or may not be a good thing. Apparently, *someone* said it is good, and that I should seize it. But my own calculations tell me that *this element* will kill *the other element*. Plus the dates don't exactly match. A few more tosses also led to the fact that *ok no this is not going to work*. But I'm a novice, and that *someone* is the experienced one.
The thing is this, I *should not* be bothered at all, as you have been trying to tell me over and over again. But, you see, you've been there before, and you understand me well enough to know about my impulsive-obsessive-compulsive nature (this is why I hate being a girl sometimes). So on this yo-yo that I'm dangling from, I'm in an up, down, up, down and up again situation. And the view, oh the view, it keeps on changing !!! And my eyes are getting all blood red from all the focusing. YOU GET IT????
Fortunately, in real life, I'm still the messy and unaffected person. A new friend whom I met in HK, who taught me about moon signs, and crystals, and all that fun stuff, told me that I was 'cool'. All right. At least THAT's better than what they labelled me back in school?proud and arrogant. And fierce too. Some more talk so loudly all the time, and her temper like fire ball like that.
Eh, friend, like this lah, if you don't like, just stay off my path lah. Don't talk bad things about me. And don't mess with the people I love and care for, don't try to pollute their minds and get them to hate me either. I GOT FAMILY AND FRIENDS WHO LOVE ME ALSO OKAY? AND THEY DON'T COMPLAIN. And believe me, karma is a very, very, powerful thing. I've come into contact with it too-many-a-time to discount it as nothing.