Me, me and me
Jul 03, 2005 in Diary-writer
Today I woke up and as biasa, walked into the bathroom and took at good look at myself in the mirror.
Not withstanding the stupid Tai Lok Mui issue, today I thought, 'Eh, not bad. OK no wonder kena mistaken as RRC.'
Look look some more, the other thought that came drifting to me was, 'Flab everywhere.'
Hilariously, I have this knack of looking good in photos (I look better in photos than in real life, now I don't know whether it is a good thing or a bad thing). But of course, I'm naturally shallow most of the time, and yes, I do like staring at my own reflection and thinking about how pretty I look.
Fortunately, I am quite able to convince myself that I look good most of the time.
And also thanks to Eric, who does miracles boosting my confidence. Eh, a confident girl always look good, no matter how ugly she is. Confidence makes a person pretty from the inside.
It also builds character and increases the thickness of fat that allows for the thick-skin syndrome. This is why I'm so muka tembok most of the time.
So what happened in Kuantan was, we took a lot of nice nice photos of me, me and more me.
Eh I seldom do this yeah, this whole 'look me me me and more me' thing for the blog… but I'm thinking, chewah, since I'm going to be already labelled a cam whore, no shame think sendiri very pretty kind of bitch anyway… why do I bother about the influx of photos.
You either suffer staring at me admiring my own writings, my own photos, and my own life, or you can envy the kind of fantastic life I lead as the person out of the blog.
Me, looking fierce. Try to ignore the extra fat deposit around the shoulders.
Me, trying to be a Guiness girl. No boobs and too many layers of fat around my chin. Gah. Fail.
Me, in minishorts and an umbrella. Now you know why I never wear minishorts? Fat thighs. Blah.
Me, again. I think this is about the only photo that I look good in. See, even the humming bird in the batik wants to fly out and, errr, dig my ears.
Me, trying to do a GT girl pose… FAIL! Legs too short, waist too thick. Eric's car damn nice leh.
Another GT girl wannabe poser. OMG.
Gawd. Did you suffer or enjoy the vanity tour? Thank the photographer for his ingenuity please, thank you.
