Me, me and me
Today I woke up and as biasa, walked into the bathroom and took at good look at myself in the mirror.
Not withstanding the stupid Tai Lok Mui issue, today I thought, 'Eh, not bad. OK no wonder kena mistaken as RRC.'
Look look some more, the other thought that came drifting to me was, 'Flab everywhere.'
Hilariously, I have this knack of looking good in photos (I look better in photos than in real life, now I don't know whether it is a good thing or a bad thing). But of course, I'm naturally shallow most of the time, and yes, I do like staring at my own reflection and thinking about how pretty I look.
Fortunately, I am quite able to convince myself that I look good most of the time.
And also thanks to Eric, who does miracles boosting my confidence. Eh, a confident girl always look good, no matter how ugly she is. Confidence makes a person pretty from the inside.
It also builds character and increases the thickness of fat that allows for the thick-skin syndrome. This is why I'm so muka tembok most of the time.
So what happened in Kuantan was, we took a lot of nice nice photos of me, me and more me.
Eh I seldom do this yeah, this whole 'look me me me and more me' thing for the blog… but I'm thinking, chewah, since I'm going to be already labelled a cam whore, no shame think sendiri very pretty kind of bitch anyway… why do I bother about the influx of photos.
You either suffer staring at me admiring my own writings, my own photos, and my own life, or you can envy the kind of fantastic life I lead as the person out of the blog.
Me, looking fierce. Try to ignore the extra fat deposit around the shoulders.
Me, trying to be a Guiness girl. No boobs and too many layers of fat around my chin. Gah. Fail.
Me, in minishorts and an umbrella. Now you know why I never wear minishorts? Fat thighs. Blah.
Me, again. I think this is about the only photo that I look good in. See, even the humming bird in the batik wants to fly out and, errr, dig my ears.
Me, trying to do a GT girl pose… FAIL! Legs too short, waist too thick. Eric's car damn nice leh.
Another GT girl wannabe poser. OMG.
Gawd. Did you suffer or enjoy the vanity tour? Thank the photographer for his ingenuity please, thank you.
July 3rd, 2005 at 3:42 pm
The hummingbird one is nice
July 3rd, 2005 at 4:00 pm
wow! nice car!
and er… that girl also ok lar… hehe
July 3rd, 2005 at 4:08 pm
HAHAH!! YOU SIAO AH!! Take so many nice photos of yourself and take such a lousy photo of Eric!
July 3rd, 2005 at 4:19 pm
minishorts, you know what?
you are one of those ignorant girls who thought men want to see the size of your boobs and your shoulder when the actual problem is above your neck level….
(guys, have you ever care about girls’ shoulder, pretty absurb right?
btw, your chin is fine.
you focus on the insignificant parts and negleted the important parts.
that is why no matter how you see, you will still find yourself no-so-pretty.
I recommend you to watch pricess diary 1.
a blog reader
- Life Feel
July 3rd, 2005 at 4:19 pm
Fat??? What fat? You looked pretty skinny in the PPS photos. Nice pics btw.
July 3rd, 2005 at 4:42 pm
Nice pics and ur definitely not fat. The coupe is cool btw. Lols. N also ur pics. Cheers.
July 3rd, 2005 at 5:00 pm
sounds like you are demotivated by that sarjen hafiz
-Life Feel
July 3rd, 2005 at 5:20 pm
tai lok mui rainbow kaler top alert!
July 3rd, 2005 at 5:28 pm
haha, nice batik!
Life Feel, I think most if not all girls suffer from self criticism. I am one of them, and believe me, we are our worse critics!
July 3rd, 2005 at 5:28 pm
“Try to ignore the extra fat deposit around the shoulders.”
Cannot. Too noticeable.
July 3rd, 2005 at 5:48 pm
*slap hard on the fleshy area*
PIAK! PIAK! (loud noise from adipos tissues)
*slap on chin*
PIAK! PIAK! …. (loud noise again)
July 3rd, 2005 at 6:02 pm
Weeet weeeeeuuuuuuu! pant! pant! aruuuuuuuu!
July 3rd, 2005 at 6:17 pm
I think it is the fault of the photographer.
the lighting is very terrible,
that is why your face looks dark and dull.
you should get a photographer like kidchan.
(sorry if I slap too hard
)
a blog reader
- Life Feel
July 3rd, 2005 at 6:24 pm
wah wah wah.. FULL DISCLOSURE ADI! lol!!!
July 3rd, 2005 at 6:53 pm
Maybe I’m off base, but I think you look great and your blog is too! Just one question, did you get to drive the car?:grin:
July 3rd, 2005 at 7:36 pm
Agreed. A confident girl always looks good no matter what =P
Mr.BF boost my confidence alot too..sometimes too much until I get overly perasan
July 3rd, 2005 at 8:04 pm
You call that fat features??? You should eat more to put some meat on you
Guys must probably be drooling over you now with all this nice nice poses 
July 3rd, 2005 at 8:27 pm
no le. I think you look good in minishorts
July 3rd, 2005 at 8:58 pm
Eric is holding the umbrella strangely. Does the rain in Kuantan fall upwards? And where are the bikini pics?
July 3rd, 2005 at 8:59 pm
the pix are fine, i think. well at least you’ve the confidence to post em up and confidence is attractive. =)
July 3rd, 2005 at 9:21 pm
and the last photo…we can’t even see his face…
tell me he is mad ha ha ha
July 3rd, 2005 at 9:55 pm
what lah u…pose next to the car oni. how about the red lorry behind it? did u think about how it felt not having anyone posing next to it?
u inconsiderate woman.
July 3rd, 2005 at 10:16 pm
erm, don’t mean to be mean, i know we all have a narcissist inside of us (ok, i do) but this post reeks of affirmation (do i look fat in this honey?).. which i believe all of us crave.. good to know i’m not the only one..
July 3rd, 2005 at 10:46 pm
oh please i am perfect lol
July 3rd, 2005 at 11:01 pm
Damn youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu! What fat thighs!!???!!! Mine rub against each other so much that I have abrasions ok!!!!!
*bash*
July 3rd, 2005 at 11:10 pm
they say u look 10 pounds heavier on photos so i guess u must be pretty petite…..And you’ve got an adorably cute dimple too.
July 3rd, 2005 at 11:43 pm
looks like a girl all right
a pretty one too:wink:
July 3rd, 2005 at 11:53 pm
Smile more! Smile more! Nice dimples!:mrgreen:
July 4th, 2005 at 1:36 am
Well, as they ALSO say, FashionAsia, HOW MANY cameras were on her? LOL! Just kidding la
July 4th, 2005 at 1:58 am
eeeii..u look kinda sweet in ur pics lah..n where got fat? u look juz nice to me…
July 4th, 2005 at 5:00 am
And as my eyes raked across her supple ripeness and glistening fats, I felt the familiar throbbing in my…
Pei betul. I couldn’t help it
July 4th, 2005 at 7:24 am
lol.. looks like u’ve got ur confirmation from ur loyal readers that u are indeed one chun chiq! :razz::mrgreen::cool:
July 4th, 2005 at 9:10 am
DUnno how to answer you guys…
but eh of course I got to drive the car… I’ve been driving the car like since… he bought it…
it belongs to ERIC lah…
July 4th, 2005 at 9:18 am
self absorption is such a beautiful thing
July 4th, 2005 at 1:12 pm
Yup, that’s her! The Tai Lok Mui who was with me a couple of nights ago. She certainly didn’t have much of a boob! And yes, her tighs were as thick as timber logs. But just the same, she was fun. No minishorts. Just plain nothing.
July 4th, 2005 at 3:38 pm
*sounding bitchy* Haaa tulah pasal he got nice car and all. No wonder. Kidding! Do you feel threatened that the car could be curvier? Takpe you’ll always be my wholesome Jessica Alba.
July 4th, 2005 at 5:41 pm
ooohh…so that’s the car….:cool:
now I know how and what to do. settings to undergo some slight tuning.:wink:
July 4th, 2005 at 8:05 pm
wow big booby….
July 6th, 2005 at 1:04 am
*narrowband quickly shuffles across the room to fetch Premier tissue papers - nostril bleeding*