I've been blogging since 2002, and I've been cursing since I learnt how to speak.
I suspect my first cuss word was, 'Die!'
It's a swear word because at that very moment that I utter it, I wish the person that I send my special message of honour to to do exactly that, 'die' in one way or another.
Oh I pick up a lot of words along the way, I'm 25 now, growing older, more cynical as BunnyWunny did say about me before, but still me all the same. But I needed you to know this, if I don't swear, it's not because I don't know how to swear, it's because I don't feel like swearing. If I swear, it's not because I love swearing, it's because I'm so tense the most harmless way to 'let-it-go', so to speak, is to just say, 'F* F* F*' several times, as foul as I can manage. If I do manage to get creative along the way, well, hello, I just found out a few new things about me I never did know before.
So that shouldn't, you know, label me as indecent or something, eh if you're so kiam-siap or you just feel that you don't want to donate anything, just keep your mouth sealed or watch The Sound of Music on DVD lah, don't go and say something as incoherent as 'I'm not going to part with my money for something that THAT BUNCH of they-think-they're-so-femes bloggers are doing because minishorts keeps says F* , Kenny takes indecent photos and Suanie turns herself into a jokester, all the time.'
I don't like to pretend to be sugar, spice and everything nice you know. It's overdone, oversaid, but I like being raw here, you know, saying things that I can't say outloud in public, or scolding people the way I want to scold people, the way I can't say outloud in public. You may say that this blog is public hence I should still learn to watch my words, keep a livejournal, keeps a diary-x or anything that's to that end. But the point is this: this blog has always been, since 2002, an outlet for me to relieve stress and nothing is going to change that. Not even the fact that I'm now more famous than before and hence I should learn how to be more responsible for my posts etc.
I'd rather think I'm better off bitching about other people and the idiots who diss me off in real life, than hexing people with curses and spells or kicking a public dustbin bust out there on the street.
Minus all that, as a PPS Blogger, I'll be doing the usual thing I always do of reading good stuff and linking them. About time we all get recognized for the things we think of, and hey, I like to hoax myself as a justice crusader every once in a while, you know, it seems to make me more popular anyway.
The truth is, I figured out that if people got to know more about all of us, then maybe they'll take us seriously as a community that makes coherent sense most of the time. I'm a very very bad representative of what the Malaysian blogosphere is mostly about. So time to get your eyes working, your brains working and blog about your life in the most 'you' way you can think of.
Ranting and cussing
aloud allowed, of course.