And then, occasionally, I go back in time
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Once in a while I miss the old self, and then I step back a little.
Today is one of those days.
If you missed me, you'll know that a little while not too long ago, this was how I write. I still write like this. Oh heck, it's the experimenting ground, I experiment with methods. This is why I own a mixed cauldron of spices and stuff, things that you'll have to endure.
Occasionally I go back in time.
Now where was I?
Wondering, wandering, pondering and poking around. Here there, everywhere and all around. Ah, you haven't let me down really, you haven't really made me lose myself.
It's still the same still the same still the same same old thing. It's just that, I don't know. People just like to assume, and wtf, this is a human nature apparent in everyone anyway. Who am I to complain? Who am I to judge? Anyhow I'm the original judgemental bitch, sad, but true, everyone's evil once in a while, everyone has that opportunity to provide withering contempt, every once in a while.
You hate it, but you've got to live through it.
So well.
I so bet you didn't understand a fuck of what I'm saying. This is like, so cool. Whee!!
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August 3, 2005 at 9:40 am
One intrinsic characteristic of the current generation of twenty-somethings is an occasional yearning for something more, for something concrete somewhere within our feelings. There is constant searching, we know there is something not quite solid, not like say, a twenty-something 100 years ago, where the only they have to be sure of is when the seasons will change and where food will come from and so on.
Spiritual emptiness? Disallusion with the way the world works? Conflicting values in a clash of civilizations?
One thing is clear, the current zeitgeist is one of introspection. That is why blogs are getting popular. We write, attempting to crystallize that which is not still within our consciousness, and hope for some kind of validating response from others as well.
August 3, 2005 at 9:42 am
you seem to be going ‘WHEEE!’ a lot these days. What has Eric been feeding you with? Is his car perfume spiked?
August 3, 2005 at 9:43 am
Come on, smile like you did yesterday… Make your own day
August 3, 2005 at 9:44 am
eyeris: i think he’s been driving too fast recently WHEE!! and I keep saying that WHEE!!
August 3, 2005 at 10:20 am
An author of motivational books once wrote: …”Insight is for the birds”… But we all love to do that once in a while, maybe to clean out the cobwebs. But sometimes we find some things we failed to appreciate when we first discovered it. We then learn to appreciate our old selves more – just to re-define ourselves. Like reading history. I think you’ve also put me into a rambling, mumbling mood. But it’s nice. Better than all the whackings going on elsewhere….
August 3, 2005 at 11:56 am
I agree … its nostalgic. Haven’t been reading those for a while now. That does not mean what was written lately were bad. Just different.
August 5, 2005 at 9:41 am
Hell, no one understands my comment either. Move along.