Worry worry
Sep 11, 2005 in Curse-spouter
I have tonnes of things in my mind which I can pretend not to exist… it's called conditioning and mental sieving… but there is a nagging worry that doesn't seem to want to wipe itself off my head.
Nevermind the fact that regardless of the crap I have been faithfully churning out (for a living) I have not written that so-called weekly story for the papers (which I promised, oh please kill me already, so much for a column thank goodness I didn't confirm to commit otherwise I'll so die…)
I suppose it's easier to commit to something that's your hobby when you're not really already doing it for a hobby, I mean, living (errr getting confused here). BUT WHAT IF HOH, you're like me, where your bowl of rice is your hobby, and then along away you get things that come along that're too good to say no to…
And then you realise, you can't commit. AS MUCH AS YOU WANT TO …
Decisions, decisions.
Not that I didn't make any good decisions that I think were good enough. I'm kind of sure I made the right decision.
WHAT HAPPENS when you face a STUPID BLOCK.
I HATE sports idioms.
If you're wondering what… don't wonder. 'Cause you pro'ly won't know.
Sigh. Monday beckons.