just minishorts.

You know sometimes I really wonder what goes through that mind of his. Granted, I am NOT an easy person to fall in love with, neither am I the perfect girlfriend who'll help someone breeze through a relationship. Perhaps it's all well that most relationships aren't built on a bed of roses, but sometimes, I think it takes immense patience to be with someone who happens to be a blogger, well-known for all the wrong reasons.

Sometime we have Gold-quality conversations, the types that you'll remember forever and ever, and you'll keep tiny folders of these logs in your mind's HDD, and sometimes, rewind the lines over, and over, again, when you need that reminder that, well, he really cares for me.

And of course, you keep memories of the ugly snippets too, the ones that make you think, if he loves me why he does this to me.

So we go through cycles of these, again and again, and in recent months, I've learnt not to be so quick to respond to other people. I don't know why, but somehow, recently, I tend to take a longer time in providing a response, and occasionally, you'd think I'm pondering other things before providing a calculated remark. It's not necessarily a bad thing, all too often I've found myself regretting the words I spew whenever I say them too quickly, and usually if I consider my sentences first, the peace is maintained. Hey I'm learning here, it's hard to change bad habits, but I think this is a good step.

So anyway just yesterday, we were talking about something pretty hilarious over the phone, and then midway through, there was a pregnant pause as I stopped to consider what I should say first. He cut in before I could blurt it out, 'Eh you're not thinking about blogging this, are you?'

'Huh?'
'Yeah you're going to blog this. Again. Oh no.'
'Eh no. I don't blog everything lah.'
'Yes you do.'
'No I don't. I didn't blog about xxx and I didn't blog about yyy. So I'm not going to blog about zzz.'
'Hah. Well, just in case. And you were going to say?'
'I forgot.'

I know it's hard dating a blogger, but we have our moments, and we try not to talk about this (in)significant part of my life. After all, the other parts are far more important.

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Oh, and the short snippets I have with other people.

minishorts says:
who the FUCK is applepie
minishorts says:
suddenly go and accuse me of shit
minishorts says:
why would i use 'anonymous' to drop a comment
ET says:
dunno
ET says:
….
minishorts says:
i'm not so free to do this shit lah, idiots man
ETsays:
man, next theyre gonna accuse you of contacting aliens and commanding them to attack earth
minishorts says:
hahahhah that's good one
minishorts says:
TROLLS!!!!! ATTACK!!!!!
ET says:
gee we should blog bout this
ET says:
only i think the end result would be worse
ET says:
but damn..it would have been damn fun
minishorts says:
don't care
minishorts says:
end result worse mah worse lah
minishorts says:
it shows them how pathetic these ppl are.