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Kurt says:
there's a price, oh is there ever, a price to everything.

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Some people have already heard me blab about this, but this new revelation, that '…' is really irking me right now. I don't know how to go about things really, although I think it's not that I'm not going au naturale. On the contrary, everything is still here, still raw, still real. But the circles are getting more frequent eh?

Unless of course suddenly someone pops out of nowhere and pushes me into writing what I really think, if it's important enough to divert my mind of course.

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I think my detractors will be damn happy to know that I will be exercising more care here after all, but that's not because of your anonymous pressure, it's something else altogether, and sir, if you're reading this, please be assured that you can count on me to deliver both my responsibilities on the personal and public front as best as I can. I'm not sure I'll be keeping my balance all the time, in face, I'm pretty certain that the occasional stumble is bound to happen, but one thing for sure, I will be prudent. That much I can assure you of.

So as we were discussing, friends, yes, the price to pay is nothing much, nothing at all.

What happened, you ask?

Well, the answer is…

Actually I need to confirm the answer early next week. *Looks up, asks favour, bows head in faith.*

Ok. It's done. Now it's the waiting period, and then I get to FLY FLY FLY.

In the meantime it's still two whole months of writing for me. Well, unless my request pulls through, but yeah you'll be the first to know.

Eric thinks it's weird how I plod along in my life so clumsily and yet still get the things I keep asking for. Eh that's not very true at all.

I think the key is making it seem as if I enjoy everything that I get. On the other hand there are things that I don't get too, but I try very very hard not to mull over the failures, lest I get eaten up by my insecurities. Sometimes, if you programme yourself into being happy and joyous, you start to believe in it until it becomes a reality. It's really, not that bad being optimistic and jumpy at most times.

Of course, thanks for the great friends who've never allowed me to sit alone in the darkness. I'm just so blessed to have you guys in my life! Whee!