Ok. It's done. Now it's the waiting period, and then I get to FLY FLY FLY.

In the meantime it's still two whole months of writing for me. Well, unless my request pulls through, but yeah you'll be the first to know.

Eric thinks it's weird how I plod along in my life so clumsily and yet still get the things I keep asking for. Eh that's not very true at all.

I think the key is making it seem as if I enjoy everything that I get. On the other hand there are things that I don't get too, but I try very very hard not to mull over the failures, lest I get eaten up by my insecurities. Sometimes, if you programme yourself into being happy and joyous, you start to believe in it until it becomes a reality. It's really, not that bad being optimistic and jumpy at most times.

Of course, thanks for the great friends who've never allowed me to sit alone in the darkness. I'm just so blessed to have you guys in my life! Whee!