Pasts, long gone.
I was like this a while back. The evidence is telling.
I Shall Bring Sunny Days
"You're like the sky,"
You told me,
Just days before you broke me.
"Like bright rays of sunlight
Shining through my gloomy days;
Like wet tropical afternoons
That cool down the humid heat;
The sky,
That gets angry and booms
Thunderous crashes after warning lightening flashes;
You're what makes the stars twinkle
In the endless infinite horizons
Of the beautiful velvety night sky."Just days before you broke me,
You said, so many,
Such wonderful words;
Yes, I believed in them.
Don't you see?
This is why, I cannot,
Cannot believe that you don't love me
Not even that little bit.
If you don't love me
How can you tell me
Such beautiful things about me?
All I know of this world
Is wise men don't tell flowery lies
I believe,
Or want to believe
That you're wise,
And you don't lie.Which is why
When I remember
How you said,
"You're my sky,"
I know this, this much,
That I must have faith
That really,
You never lied,
I'm really your beautiful sky.
My thunders just chased you away,
So now I have to stop raining
So that my sunny rays
Can welcome you again.
From the old blogspot days, over three years ago. THREE YEARS.
I cannot believe that I've been around for such a long time. But never mind that. I CANNOT BELIEVE THAT I WROTE THAT. OMG OMG OMG. WHAT WAS I THINKING?
Now you see why it is very unhealthy to let yourself be bogged down by the past? But anyway, records are good, just to keep oneself in check. And sheesh, I still cannot believe I wrote that.
May 30th, 2006 at 4:04 pm
“All I know of this world
Is wise men don’t tell flowery lies”
“My thunders just chased you away,
So now I have to stop raining
So that my sunny rays
Can welcome you again.”
it’s kind of sweet actually…
May 30th, 2006 at 4:11 pm
Snapshots of our thoughts. The best way of knowing where you were then and where you are now. You’d like to think that it’s part of being bogged down by the past, but if there is one thing out from all this, is that the past doesn’t have meaning until we give it one.
Just don’t give it one that will hold you back that’s all.
May 30th, 2006 at 4:24 pm
‘it is very unhealthy to let yourself be bogged down by the past’
Or even Blogged down by the past!
May 30th, 2006 at 4:31 pm
If I see that in my past entries…my bulu roma will putus and won’t tumbuh balik. But at least you can use it to compare the past and now…..
Btw, I think wise men tell more lies coz I’m interpreting “wise” as mature and old adi…ahahahah
May 30th, 2006 at 4:45 pm
s-kay: the bulu roma sudah putus kau-kau adi… it’s so menggelikan that I JUST had to write it out so that I don’t go all emo and do this shit again. hahahaha.
May 30th, 2006 at 6:36 pm
I winced when i re-read my secondary school essays some time back… it was much worse with the few amateur poems I wrote so long ago. Eeekk, can’t believe I could write those stuff, but good reflections though.
May 30th, 2006 at 7:28 pm
My first real blog entry was long ago. It’s about me taking a life. Very bloody entry. But I took it down, too violent. Made dinner lunch out of my victim.
May 30th, 2006 at 8:53 pm
yeah my pasts has been pretty much on sad, dramatic love poems..
hmmmmmm
May 31st, 2006 at 4:01 am
err not sure u guys realize or not minishorts came out in malay Mail a couple of days ago.
http://www.mmail.com.my and search MENJ.
May 31st, 2006 at 1:49 pm
Hmm.. looks like Malay Mail took up copy paste journalism.
June 1st, 2006 at 3:00 pm
Everyone has their own past. The important thing is about letting go of them