Archive for October, 2006

Today.

Oct 23, 2006 in Diary-writer

Oh Eric is coming home today.

SO EXCITED!!!

I've been thinking about what makes a good camera and I've decided, yeah. If the camera takes great photos of me and turns me into a chiobu, then the camera must be good.

For instance, I never liked canon cameras because I turn out pink and flattened in the photos. Note, flatten usually means I look slimmer, but that's not necessarily a good thing. Canon taken photos make me look pink and flattened, very very unnatural.

So that's the reason why I was stuck with my Pentax Optio 330 GS for so many years. One of the bigger reasons why I bought that camera, not withstanding the awesome photos it took, was because of the colours, and how I turned out looking 'just nice' with all the healthy skin glow and all.

And because I have yet to see my new camera yet, I'm a little worried about what'll turn out looking in the photo.

Camera phones are like that too. For instance, Eric just recently bought the N80… and it has an awesome camera, supposedly.

THE PROBLEM is, the camera is a little stupid, so it accentuates all the wrong parts on my face. If say, I didn't have enough sleep the last night, I turn out looking as if someone punched me in both my eyes. And the stupid camera makes my legs look stunted and fat.

So yeah, I've been thinking about cameras, and what makes a good camera. If the photos taken by that camera make me look good like a hot gucci mama, I'd be terribly biased. That HAS got to be a good camera.

Awesome week ahead.

Oct 22, 2006 in General

First of all, an awesome week ahead. Because … finally I get an ENTIRE week off.

It's been a long time. The past few weeks have been, subjectively taxing. I haven't had a Saturday off in weeks. And I haven't been able to actually sit and try to do something I like to do in ages. Not that I don't like what I'm doing. But I haven't been able to crap for the heck of crapping, because too many unwanted distractions have been around.

Oh I'd be lying if I told you I'm totally unperturbed by the smear campaign that has been going on. It's a little bit more than amusement, to tell you the truth, I'm actually feeling the 'ouch', and it's not a nice feeling anymore. But the amusement comes from all the talk about this influence I have, or my command of the Internet readers. Oh whatever. I'd rather be a sell-out than start to believe in the silly 'truth' that these people have been preaching.

And speaking of selling out, I've been thinking, since people have been talking about it anyway, might as well do it in a big way, kan?

But never mind that. I'm happy this week. VERY HAPPY. Cos my mom got me an awesome top from Topshop at 50% off, and I've got myself two gadgets to fool around with, one of them courtesy of the boyfriend, because my big day is coming up soon.

I'll show you the gifts the next time I log on, yeah?

Thank you for the heads up.

Oct 20, 2006 in General

It's balik kampung season. Happy, happy Deepavali, and Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all of you. I'll be away the entire week, but will log on occasionally to say hello. Have fun!

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Most of you would have found out at about TNB's agreement to sponsor LensaMalaysia, a photography enthusiast's online organization founded by blogger Jeff Ooi over a year ago. Because of this commitment from TNB to be the corporate sponsor of LensaMalaysia's project for the entire 2006/07 financial year, I have been working very closely with Jeff to ensure that his projects see through and they get the due publicity they need.


LensaPic by Frank Lim… Preparing the presentation for the TNB-LensaMalaysia PhotoGallery on 30 September 2006.

So Shadowfox is right, I am working for one of the biggest GLCs in the company, and I enjoy my work quite a lot. I've blogged about the workload from time to time, and of course I rave about it occasionally. It's a huge leap from where and what I used to work as.

In fact, I like the fact that this job allows me to work directly with decision makers, and it gives me my chance to make a difference where I can. Rather paying lip service by talking all the time and commenting on issues through coffee-tinted glasses, working with this government-owned agency allows me to fulfill that inherent need in me to do my part for this country. Not everyone gets this opportunity and invitation to get into the big picture directly.

This is FAR FAR better than sitting behind computer monitors and kutuk for the heck of kutuking. You see, professing to be a critic by bashing the government all the time ONLY makes me look shallow and immature. I'm not saying I'm fully qualified and mature to make the right decisions, but working where I am now allows me the experiences I need to learn how to make difficult decisions. And as all difficult decisions go, they will never please the whole world.

So Shadowfox, I just want to thank you for your expose on me. While you think this is an achievement on your part of 'investigative journalism', I can assure you everyone I've met up since the job acceptance KNOW where I'm working. And they all understand that for me, I've been trying to decide whether to come open on this position on this blog for a long long time. Now you've done me the honours, I'm glad to be of service to the nation.

The rest of you who prefer the lifestyle blogger minishorts, please rest easy that minishorts.net will ALWAYS be a lifestyle blog, and it will ALWAYS focus on my inner emotions and opinions about life in particular. And also remember this is a rant-blog mostly, so as rants go, it will still be as shallow as I want it to be.

Other than that, don't you think it's amazing that a GLC can actually employ a blogger to be a part of its communications strategy? It means that despite some silly people who give a bad name to blogging, companies actually take us seriously. It means that if some of you want to be inspired, you'll get down to blogging, stop doing all those cutting and pasting, and start to learn how to write, and how to write well.

I rest my case. If you're going to bash me up just because I work for TNB, aiyah… I'll just say this. If everyone chooses to deny the government, then who is going to be the government?

Who is the inconsiderate one?

Oct 19, 2006 in General

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I did not realise it but there are less than 7 days left to the end of Ramadhan. How quickly time flies by, and it is sad to see the Holy Month end. I've managed to get through the month without any backbiting, alhamdulillah, and may this ibaadah be accepted by God.

Someone thinks he has not been backbiting. Shall we reconsider (almost all) the posts that has happened in the past few days that has, well, intrigued and pushed me into this daily analysis of 'anti-muhibbah' religious nitpicking?

Immediately after saying that he has passed the entire month without backbiting, he says this.

However, some inconsiderate bloggers (particularly the one who writes mini shorts) are testing the limits of my patience in the fasting month.

Well. You tell me, friends.

Oh but pardon me, but are you telling me that because it is Ramadhan, and because you are fasting, therefore you are entitled to diss my religion, the belief of other people, and call people who do not share your version of Islam, 'liberal heretics?'

If that has been so, then I am gladly inconsiderate.

I've always been told that Ramadhan is a time of religious consideration, a time where Muslims have to rethink their values and inward struggle in the walk with God. I may not believe in your teachings, but I respect it all the same.

If you think I have been inconsiderate, than may I continue in this tirade of inconsideration by saying this to you, sir:

I've always understood Islam to be a religion of peace. But in recent years, the behaviours demonstrated by some of its followers have been nothing but detrimental to its cause and teachings. When you first started the blog, I saw it as a blessing, someone who was on a noble mission, to rectify the all the slander and destructive comments that Islam has had to suffer. A brave Muslim, who chooses to use God's gift of the gab into doing something constructive. Ideally, all the blogs you have commissioned have noble intentions, and your behaviour, if exemplary, should be replicated in the contents of your blog, for all to see, as a proof of what 'True Islam' is all about.

In particularly so, during Ramadhan, I've seen my Muslim friends going into the true spirit of fasting, and I've been humbled by the meaning of fasting so much that I've told myself that next Lent (read up on what it is before you blaspheme on Lent by the way) I too will try to make a religious Oath.

But I want to say this, if a true Muslim's version of practising patience has been exemplified in YOUR blog for this entire month, than I'm very sad, MENJ. I'm very, very sad. Because I know that many people have been hurt by all the things you've said about us, and these 'many people' do not constitute kaffirs alone.

So I will be extraordinarily clear here, if you think my job is to tarnish the image of Islam, then you are very wrong. What have I been doing here? I just want to give an opportunity to Muslims in this country who have had much to suffer from over-outspoken people like MENJ to have their piece. With the freedom of speech I have exercised on this blog, I want to show the rest of the world, that my Malaysia, a secular state with Islam as its official religion, allows me to speak up on behalf of my people, and the people who share my beliefs. With all the misunderstandings in the world with regards to 'people who have been suffering in Islam-driven states', I want them to know, that these misconceptions are unfounded. That while there are the MENJs of the world, and there are the Walskis and the Noorhidayats. And I am thankful we have friends like this.

Having said that, I sincerely pray that God blesses you MENJ, and that He may give you the Grace and understanding to listen to Him clearly. I understand that you need the blessings more than all of us.

Inconsiderately yours,
Minishorts

Things I missed about the old job.

Oct 19, 2006 in Diary-writer

You know, one thing I really missed about my old job was the freedom to read at anytime of the day. Doing what I did, my boss never blinked or glared at me whenever she walked past my desk and saw me tucking deep into a paperback.

At the older office, it was even better. Once I was given money, to run to the nearest bookstore, get a book which I needed to learn up for the materials we were producing, run back to the office and try to finish the entire book in 5 hours.

Technically I could do all that in this office, if time could permit me to. And I don't have to suffer nosey bosses poking around the corners anymore, since I have my own room (whee!). Technically, I could spend the whole day watching a DVD from the comfort of my office chair on Fridays where we have 2 hour breaks. Technically, I could spend about 2 hours a day reading the newspapers on a daily basis, since it is supposed to be part of the job. I could also walk out of the office should I need to take someone out to lunch or take up an invitation on dinner, anytime.

But I don't do that, because the deadlines are killers.

So as much as I can't wait for the week-long break, I dread the work that will surely follow after I get back.

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