I’m all of my image.
The last days of the training involved the participants getting dressed up like they're going to some major event, so this was what I made myself up to be. I LOVE MY STYLIST btw, and driving all the way from where I live to Bandar Sungai Long just to get Miko's Cate to style my hair every month is so-worth it.
OK, so I don't actually go once a month (I do it two months once, if I put my heart into it), but this time, I'm committing to it. Can you bloody believe this? I actually promised *gasp*, I PROMISED a super geek (someone who I would never ever even talk to in class, EVAR) that I would take him there to help him get a better hair cut.
Actually come to think of it, I think there's nothing much you can do with your hair except shave it off, but if it takes going to an expensive stylist just to make you feel like you look hot enough to stun a million girls, then so be it.
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Today I told Eric that I'm finally going to do something that I told myself I would never, ever, ever do. Maybe I was waiting for him to sound like the joker he always is, the kind of guy who would mix a little bit of hilarious sarcasm into his response so that I would laugh off my *stupid* intentions. Except, when my dear man replied with such earnest support in his voice it almost throw me off my balance.
See, I haven't ever made the conscious effort to call my father for so many years. I guess it's about time I do it lah, this bad bad bad girl in me has got to go if I ever want to really grow out of this… phase.
So I'm like this. I've got an ugly past, and I'm NOT about to share it with you. For now, look at the photo a little longer. Believe this, I'm already 27, yesterday this nice old lady said that I looked as if I was only 22, and boy did she make my day. Fifteen minutes ago a group of MMU students visiting my office asked if I had just graduated and I said, 'Eh I'm not that young anymore…' I mean, remarks like these are really unexpected compliments — which woman doesn't welcome them? It's not that I'm going to look like this forever you know (check out the eye bags, they're too visible already), so give me a little more time to be narcissistic about my image.
Oh yeah I'm thanking God for the little blessings in life. Thank You for making me a woman, and a good-looking one at that.
April 17th, 2007 at 10:28 am
Oh my.. So sweet…
And I am soooo jealous! 
April 17th, 2007 at 10:43 am
Ahh!! The narcissism of this post!!
But mmmm…nice hairdo. Actually, it’s very nice. The fabric on that dress looks good as well.
April 17th, 2007 at 11:17 am
You do look very young. I agree with the lady, you don’t look a day over 23. I would actually think you’re a recent grad who just started working. XD
April 17th, 2007 at 2:43 pm
27?..you got me there..as well…i wonder if i can pass of for underage now..
April 17th, 2007 at 3:12 pm
You’ve always been a pretty young thing, y’know. ^.~
April 17th, 2007 at 6:03 pm
Show us the dress!
April 17th, 2007 at 6:24 pm
Tengki, tengki mana?
April 17th, 2007 at 7:06 pm
27?? I always thought you’re 23.. O_o
April 17th, 2007 at 7:51 pm
eh you look like 22 lar…you look nice in the picture. Bless you
=)
April 17th, 2007 at 9:18 pm
Errrr??? 22? I thought she looks like 50+ already? With that make up on, she can turn into 18 or 20 lar, when no make up and see? Bengali wanna rape her also kena cover face!!! Why? TOOOO HODOH LIAO!!! LOL!!!
Wei I know you got problem changing your domain name, how about miniSLUT? LOL fits you more… si hiao poh!!! TnB Slut!!! LOL Slut of the year sure you bao all!
Good luck miss SLUT…
I love yoU!!!
Muaxxxx
April 17th, 2007 at 9:39 pm
And ya… ur bf aa… strong Christian is it? Diu lar, how come he didn’t fuck you? Taste a whore like you liao dump you mar…. aiya kesian him… I think he no balls one… Or got aa? I think no lar, aiyor…. no wonder cannot fuck u… I tell you what Choo Ki, i mean POO KI, your puki aa… One day will let ppl JOLOK until open wide one, pink turn GREEN terus. LOL LOL LOL
Once again.. I love you …
muaks Choo Ki
April 17th, 2007 at 10:27 pm
looks great claire!!!
April 18th, 2007 at 3:56 am
I wonder if it finally means you’ve hit the big time if some random commenter decides to randomly hijack all of your new threads. What is up with this new random poster who is stealing your name to post?
Anyway, you look good, Miss Claire, and I am glad to see that you’ve regained your self-confidence.
April 18th, 2007 at 9:42 am
Hi Jeff, I don’t know. I can’t help it but I’ve learnt to laugh at this silly circumstance of having nutters commenting on my blog and hijacking my name at that.
People won’t change you know? If they’ve decided they hate me, there’s nothing we can do to change that.
Confidence also means I’m … errr… going to be supremely annoying to many people.
April 18th, 2007 at 4:05 pm
Well, I guess there’s many worse things to be hated for, than for being confident. My guess is that the individuals who insult you for having too much confidence are most likely the people really lacking it themselves in real life.
April 18th, 2007 at 5:19 pm
Looks can be very deceiving…
I’m 24 and people often asked why a high school is dude is working at that department. Absolute bummer
April 19th, 2007 at 11:04 pm
27 but look 22… well, that certainly make your day huh… i have been there…
May 28th, 2007 at 1:59 am
Do you mind telling me where you cut your hair at Sg Long. On my next trip home to Malaysia I wanted to go there too. My parents house is at Sg Long.
thanks
Wan