Risks.

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I'm going to take a risk on Monday. Its nothing big really, but like all risks, require a great deal of trust and optimistic hopefulness. An old friend used to label me 'fatalistically optimistic'. I'll require that, a lot, on Monday.

Today I'm just glad for a very supportive fiancee, very supportive friends and of course, a great mentor from work who has allowed me to grow and mature in his space. I wasn't much of a risk taker in the past, and I used to be careful in making sure all of all possible outcomes prior to making a decision, but this time its a little bit different. To be honest, this is the very first time in my life ever that I'm just walking into an abyss (and although my boss tells me its temporary, I still feel a little bit of fear).

Trust means putting a little bit of faith into the heart, and putting aside the fear, and taking the leap anyway.

Haha, at least I can admit to being excited!