PANIC!
Jul 31, 2008 in Wedding-planner
Three Months More and I will be MARRIED.
OMG.
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It will mean I am joining the league of women who can start to openly discuss when and how it is best to make babies (I'm hoping to get preggies soon, or maybe its because for the past few weeks I've seen many babies come into this world and I LOVE LOVE LOVE cutesy fingers and toes). It will mean that I'll be worrying about groceries, and thinking about what to cook this weekend (because duh, I'm going to work still, since I'm a workaholic, and I can't leave my job). It means I am allowed to be possessive over Eric (not to say that I am not possessive already, I am I am). It means I get to settle down and work very hard not to turn into a yellow faced grandma.
Stuff like that.
But right now, I'm panicking - like the wedding cards. Or the simple question like, OMG how to handle the guest, and the very practical issue of 'how do you tell your non-chinese guests that the Chinese typically give people angpaus instead of bedsheets and teasets'. Or that difficult part like 'how do you balance the needs of both families - how to handle the 'dowry discussion'… or that part about, oh sheesh am I going to fit into my wedding dress come the big day?
And the even more minute details like, which tables to put A* and B* because B* doesn't like A* and B* also used to date C* who so happens to be A* old friend, and now D* also in the picture, who looks as if (s)he is dating E* who is apparently hated by all A*,B*, and C* … Wah lau…
I tell you the things I get myself into. Ridiculous. Its a wonder that Eric still wants to marry me (but you know hoh that guy puts himself into greater issues - like starting a business and buying an extra car in the same year he's going to get a new house and get a wife… its a wonder that I am still marrying him!).
We're so made for each other!