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Trust Nothing

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Or trust everything. Or do both at the same time.

I speak in riddles these days because there seems to be no point in having clarity. It feels as if the more confused I sound in my writings, the clear and emptier my brain is. I cope, just like everyone copes, and amidst the chaos that is the now, I have to believe that this, whatever this phase is, is the right way to go, the right thing to do.

So the frogs jumping, the photos leaking, the murders, bombings, killings, devastations, fires, deaths… why all of this all at once, or is it true that the more you know, the more you understand, the more pain you will feel and have to experience?

Its no longer a dog eat dog world. It's just a bleeding reality of devious humanity, and the sad thing is, you see the good people falling like pins and then suddenly, even RPK now sounds like a freaking drama king (he sounds almost like Jesus in his latest, and perhaps final post). Or how did you react when you heard the news about Eli Wong, what did you feel when you see her wiping her tears on your TV screen?

Or were you like me, upset and disgusted at the way Khir Toyo (responded), upset at the way Anwar responded as the de facto leader of PKR (Come on have some balls lah cannot issit? Stick out for her make a decision now, don't say 'we will wait till she comes back from her extended leave').

We have strange people leading, or aspiring to lead this nation. That's the problem now. The problem is up until now, there isn't a choice, not at all.